I give up.
Just to think about spendng my days without you breaks my heart and I almost can’t breathe, and I hate it, but there is no better choice. I’m in a thousand tiny pieces and it’s only getting worse for me with time… The time they say is supposed to heal. The time and space I’m supposed to need..
I think it’s time that maybe I should stop and think a little bit ’bout what it’s costing me to be here.. My sanity is hanging by a thread and I am barely holding on and I cant take it….
To make matters worse I have apparently alienated the one friend I’ve managed to hang onto through it all.
I am so angry at everything and everyone that it’s suffocating me..
I am so very alone….
I am so very broken….