DISCLAIMER : I guess you could say I’ve been going through some personal stuff. These letters are simply my way of releasing my angst out into the universe. If you have any insight or wisdom you think might help me work things out, keep it. I’m not looking..
Well your bags are all packed, and pretty soon you will be gone. My head knows it’s only for a couple of days and yet my heart doesn’t seem agres. Like you, I’ll never quite believe you’re coming back for me…. Sad, isn’t it, that I feel like you’re leaving, and you’re leaving because you think I slept with somebody else, and yet neither is true.
I’ll never understand how we got to where we are and my Good freaking GOD, i just hate it so much…
The more I tell myself to smile and that everything’s ok, something else happens – at this point I don’t know what I’m supposed to do..
And so I’ll trust you just as long as you can follow your own rules. Keep coming back to me and and we’ll keep going as we should. If you’ll just trust me we can make this work – if not, then we won’t have even the slightest chance..