I’m writing you this letter because I don’t want to talk. It seems like everything we say becomes a fight. Instead of listening to each other we’re so quick to take offense, but nothing helps so we pretend and that’s not ok anymore.
Not for me.
Around and ’round and ’round we go til I can’t even breathe. I don’t see clearly anymore and I think its making me sick, but I love you and I don’t want to let go..
You’ve saved me in my darkest dreams and always kept me safe, and I’ll never have the words to make you see.
I appreciate so many things about the man you are – or used to be, but you’re a stranger nowadays and I don’t know you..
Like a soldier waging war in some far away country, who you are is a mere shell of who you were. Our yesterday feels like a waking dream that sits there waiting on the edge of my mind and I just wanna fall back into bed…
I wish you’d come with me ..