There are far better days ahead than those we leave behind us. – C. S. Lewis
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In recent months, after a couple of really long years – years spent being summarily dismissed and ignored – I have come to the conclusion that it is absolutely possible to love another person without liking them even a little..
This, as a whole, makes horribly sad on so many levels that it’s almost indescribable. As I’ve heard it said, I can’t believe my knight in shining armor turned out to be such an asshole.. No, the saying actually refers to a retard in tin foil, but you get my drift..
I mean, what the Hell happened? Where did he go to, and Please Lord, WHY??
Did I do something wrong? Because , well, not to be super obvious, but if he’d just freaking tell me, then I’d know..
It’s like I’ve dropped the proverbial ball and now I’m being punished for some bad decision I can’t remember making somewhere down the line. How am I supposed to fix that? Ummmmm…. I’m not.
But I would if I could..
Sadly, I must be a glutton for punishment ’cause I’m still here.
✨”So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.” — Stephen Chbosky✨